While I am typing all those line, the cat is sleeping, Er. is doing her EoM, B2 and Linh and Ca. - they all - are eating breakfast. The sun is slowly rising, after I have complained to Mel. that the morning appeared to be so gloomy.
Dont feel like doing anything. But there is GP assignment to be handed in by tomorrow. Maybe I just fall sick, I'm not very fine right now anyway.
Cannot believe that it has come so near to the end of July. KL was talking something very depressing yesterday. She has not onlined again since then. Hope that she is fine. Hope that she will not die that soon. July. Just a month ago, I was still at home. Every now and then could easily hoop onto my bike and ride around town. Every now and then...
[one should feel guilty for being so nostagic?]
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Went out with Zj on Friday. She tighted her hair up, like she usually did during all those years in Xinmin. So, I said, "I like you better with your hair like this." Then, she smiled. And I do like her better when she smiles. Cười.
We had sushi and Umeshu. They go together very nicely. Zj talked about her problems, as usual. Come to think about it, it never goes like, "I talk about my probs." Most of the time, the others will say first. And they usually keep going on, without bothering about me. However, apart from problems at work, which would I be more eager to share? Not that I am reluctant to tell my stories. I find it hard then, to touch the healing wound again, to stir the seemingly sleeping memories, again... So, I talked to Zj. And we went to buy perfume for her. It was a tiring journey, yet enjoyable. A Lancôme was bought, lovable smell. Mum always love it. I miss her, a lot.
A lot.
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