S.M hasn't replied my email yet.
And I have tried to ignore you but I just can't. I know what you are trying to do now, and I really think that you should do it. Nonetheless, a part of my human self is hurt, damn badly, upon the bitter truth.
Right now, I feel so weak and useless. For then, I hope that I can be stronger. Yet, it seems to impossible. It just seems.
Và khi tôi muốn khóc. Tôi không khóc được vì nước mắt đã dán niêm phong. For now.
Nước mắt không ra ngoài, chúng chảy ngược vào tim. Chúng bén như những ngọn lao. Are you hurt? I know you are. I cannot feel my own pains, why do your illusive pains appear so real to me? Why?
Nước mắt không ra ngoài, chúng chảy ngược vào tim. Chúng bén như những ngọn lao. Are you hurt? I know you are. I cannot feel my own pains, why do your illusive pains appear so real to me? Why?
I should not think of you any longer. BUT I KNOW YOU ARE HURTING YOURSELF!
How can I ignore it? BUT I CANNOT DO EVEN A THING FOR YOU!
So, knowing for what, I really really wish to be STUPID.
And it's not even peaceful, my pain.
You have successfully humanised me, don't you feel happy?
I want to hold you and slap you at the same time.
Damn thee.
Damn me.
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